I dont usually dream while sleeping but I always have recurring dream of my very first crush, when I was in class 6. He used to be a very good friend and during your teens when you fall for someone, you fall hard. It was sadly one sided. He always knew that I liked him but never reciprocated. Most probably because I didnt fit under the pretty girl category. I was a chubby and introverted geek. We moved away and life moved on. We didnt speak after that. We found our respective partners and have our own families. But I always dream of him. I dream of the times back in our childhood to even random ones in present time. And the days I dream of him, it upsets me and rattles my bearing for the next few days. Can someone please tell me what this might mean? Why do I always dream of that one person only? 

I do love my husband and my small family. But I just cant understand out of all the people I know of, why my childhood crush is a constant.

 Solution by an expert

From what you have said it seems like back then your feelings for your crush was unresolved and you had to suppress those unresolved feelings. It is quite possible for those unresolved and suppressed feelings to be translated into recurrent dreams. These types of dreams usually convey a message. When one gets the message accurately and works on it, these recurrent dreams usually stop. According to your say, the person appearing in your dream was not only your crush but also your good friend. And as you said you were an introvert person i guess there might not be many friends or good friends of yours. You said you love your husband but did  not mention if you consider him as a good friend. If my assumptions are true you might be missing a friend you can spend time with. So my suggestion for you would go for spending a good amount of quality time with your family and closed ones. Best wishes for you.